...when I said I would try to do more and get back into art and stuff but I didn't cuz last year was shit and stuff kept happening and I got ultra depressed and have been clawing my way out of the spiraling maw that is slowly trying to swallow me whole? And then I started playing Final Fantasy XIV?
But I'm sick of it. I feel like a part of me has died and I'm scared that I might not be able to get her back. So I'm either going to raise her up from the dead like the little necromancer that I pretend to be or create a whole new one that can art just as well as the old one did. Because seriously, 24 was a shitstorm of sad days and wasted time.
I refuse to let 25 be the same way.
I'm so sorry everybody. I think about you all every day and I miss every one of you so much.
if you're reading this I miss our conversations and the goofy memes we used to make. I'm so happy that you've improved so much and that your art is taking you places. You're still one of the most funniest people I've ever known and you were like my first friend on DD.
Platinum, you are one of my most devoted fans and I really appreciate you sticking by me. Your art is amazing and it's so cool seeing you improve as much as you have.
Amy I still idolize you in a way that is slightly less creepier than Zerlocke : P I remember the day you told me that you not only read my comics but that you loved them and it is still one of the happiest moments in my life. I kick the crap out of myself every day for letting you down and missing an opportunity to work with someone I truly admire.
the1truesushiboy I still remember goofing off with you on the Charby forums and I hope you're doing well. I lurk on your comments on the comic sometimes and I'm still super baffled by your intelligence. Seriously, you're one smart dude.
And to everyone else who my tired brain may have forgotten, I miss you all and I hope life has filled you with happiness and good health. Hopefully I won't be gone this time around.
Okay I'm done sorry for all the feels. >< And if I'm being overly dramatic I'm sorry. This is just really important to me.